I really want to thank everyone who has helped me and my family with our burned house. One good thing that has came from all this is that I have gotten to know my mother and father in law better. They are not just inlaws to me they have became mom and dad. I wish my stubbornness would have figured this out a long time ago,better late then never. I can't even begin to express how grateful I am for the help we have received, disappointed that no one from my family has helped. But I have learned that I just have to let go and find my big girl panties and just deal with it I don't think I have cried so much over the last couple months then I have since my parents died. I really appreciate who ever reads this and listens to me vent, cry, scream and everything else. I am trying to hold it together for my kids and Paul. I know that I have been horrible and when I get stressed I take it out on everyone, I need to learn a better way to deal with it I know that I am not helping anyone out. If anyone has any suggestions please let me know. I am sorry if I have offended anyone, I truly don't mean to. During this experience I have found out the hard way who my family and friends are. Thank you!!!! Love you guys tons!!!!!